hell of a week... and so is the next!

This week's been really busy. i planned this weekend for studying 4 chapters of anatomy!!! I can't blog as much as I want to, I don't even have enough time to sleep well. Midterm's coming, and my head feels like exploding!

I've been thinking about this the past few days, and I just told dad about it a while ago... I was thinking of continuing my studies in Japan, since that's where I really wanted to work and my mom's there naman. i just think it would be easier bacause if I'll be working there, i still have to study how to read, write and speak their language for two more years... I don't know what's gotten into me, i never thought of studying somewhere else, maybe i'm just worried with my studies lately. i even thought of inquiring in other schools, i'm just really scared cause im having a hard time with anatomy and there are a lot of rumors in school that they will be digesting the sections, and kicking out a lot of students before second semester.

I'll be talking to mom tomorrow, i don't know how to tell her. maybe I'll just let dad do the talking.

haayy... this is so stressful! I think people worry more about theirself and their future as they grow older. When I was in highschool, I was so worried with getting seperated from my friends, and how to keep the friendship going even if we go to different schools, but now, it doesn't bother me that much about leaving them. It's not that i don't care about them, i mean, they help me a lot and most of them make me happy, i guess I'm just MORE worried about my future than not being with them. Maybe its part of maturing...
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fritzie blurted out...
8:33 PM